Well, the past couple of days have been really hard for me. I miss him so much. I know he will be home in November to visit but November still feels so far away. I have just had a lot of anxiety and very scared of the things that could happen. I am not trying to upset any of you that are reading this that are going thought the same thing...I just need to vent a little.
I was doing so good about not worrying. I have been praying every day and several times a day that he will come home safely. I miss the way he would kiss me unexpectedly, I miss his sweet smile and silly laugh, I miss seeing him and Jaycee playing while I cooked dinner, I just miss life in general with my husband.
I know things will get much better I am just hitting a down time and it has hit me pretty hard. I am so proud of him and so honored to be his wife. I dont care if its a 12 or 15 month tour, I would wait forever for him. I really appreciate all my great friends that have helped me get thought this thus far, you know who you all are:)
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Oh Debra, hugs!!!! I know you're hurting and I'm sorry. Dave told me a couple days ago that he saw James, so know that he's safe and around friends.
I'm here if you need me. Love ya girl!
We love you lil' D. In all the worries and anxiety never forget who's really in control. Never forget that he has your best interest at heart. Never forget that he has promised to never give you more than you can handle. Never forget that all things work for the good of those that love the Lord. No matter what comes at you, you have the right person on your side....oh yeah, you have me too! lol :-)
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